PlanetaryButterfly

So, like, I've been really busy. Ya know, with life, and all that stuff. And I have a crap load of photos from my son's wedding that need to be edited then put into book form. So, it's like... Almost like I don't have time for dA right now. Even though I want to have time. What it boils down to is that I feel like a creep for not responding to everybody that comments or faves my stuff. And I used to read in others journals about how they didn't have time for dA and I swore it would never happen to me. But here I am, writing one of Those Journals. So Thank you all that have faved my work. Thank you for all that have

Usually, when I haven't seen somebody in a long time, they kind of drop out of my mind, with the occasional memory interlude, like advertisements in the TV show of my life. But I think of Jamie every single day. Today she'd have been 15 years old, and I wonder what she would have been like. At 4, she was silly and fun and smart, with a great sense of humor that was developing. She was a happy kid, and even though she liked girly things like ballerina skirts, Barbie dolls and painting her fingernails, she also loved digging in the garden, whittling sticks with her very own pocket knife and playing with snails and slugs. She looked up to her

I have come to realize I'm a bit impatient, and way into the instant gratification of modern society. ...and it sucks. :laughing:  I'm laughing about it, but it's kind of painful to wait for things that are usually right at hand. What is bothering me most at the moment is the painfully slow way my computer is acting today. It has been getting slower, slowly. At first it was little-kid-slow-poke slow, then it was rush-hour-traffic slow and today it's turtle slow. My son just said his laptop is doing the same thing, so maybe it's the ISP, and not our individual computers. But it really doesn't matter WHY! I'm frustrated at the slowness. I wa